This conversation is about you, but now it’s about me,
Quick head turn when you're speaking, and you cease to exist.
Oh, sorry, I can’t be bothered with your tedium,
I might miss something I can coopt,
Use to garner loyalty through pity.
No, I’m nothing special, but, lucky for me, that’s not how people work,
And ugly men are easy to manipulate.
Did I say that horrible thing?
It was just a joke, cruel and uncaring, but a joke, I swear.
You like me? Let me reel you in, as I do to everyone,
Play interested until the issue is pressed,
Defaming you to others for even trying.
I’m in charge here.
Then, once my flirting nests, I’ll crush your heart.
I get off on it. Don’t feel bad. Well do, it’s funny.
You just don’t have anything I can use, worthless to me.
But, no, I’m just innocent, claims to faith hiding my deviancy,
I’m just so damn nice, and I’m such a victim. Wink. Wink.
Selling myself to creeps with money, but they don’t know who I really am.
Sure we’re friends, as long as I’m in control and the attention gets me something.
Oh, you poor sap, thinking I care. Let me set you up for humiliation.
What? You’re done with me? You’ve seen my game?
No, I did not give that command. How dare you?
Let me reel you in again through social pressure,
And now that I am in control again, I’ll stab you,
Destroy you. No one walks away from me.
Now that you are buried, time for another.
No, I am never wrong. I am never guilty.
I am just a poor, little child with a glinting knife,
And you are now pariah, as I always intended.
With my acquaintances on a string, I walk away scot free.
Look into my eyes and tell me what you see.